welcome

浮かんだんだ 昨日の朝 早くに
割れたグラス かき集めるような

これは一体なんだろう 切った指からしたたる滴
僕らはこんなことしたかったのかな

分かってたよ 心の奥底では 最も辛い 選択がベスト
それを拒む自己愛と 結果自家撞着(どうちゃく)の繰り返し
僕はいつになれば言えるのかな

緩やかに朽ちてゆくこの世界で 足掻(あが)く僕の唯一の活路
色褪せた君の 微笑み刻んで 栓(せん)を抜いた

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを重ねてた偶然 暗転 断線 儚く千々(ちぢ)に
所詮こんなものさ 呟いた 枯れた頬に伝う誰かの涙


気づいたんだ 昨日の 凪いだ夜に
落ちた花弁 拾い上げたとして

また咲き戻ることはない そう手の平の上の小さな死
僕らの時間は止まったまま

思い出すよ 初めて会った季節を 君の優しく微笑む顔を
今を過去に押しやって 二人傷つく限り傷ついた
僕らの心は棘(とげ)だらけだ

重苦しく続くこの関係で 悲しい程 変わらない心
愛してるのに 離れがたいのに 僕が言わなきゃ

心に土砂降りの雨が 呆然(ぼうぜん) 竦然(しょうぜん) 視界も煙る
覚悟してた筈(はず)の その痛み それでも貫かれるこの体
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

一度だけ 一度だけ 願いが叶うのならば
何度でも生まれ変わって あの日の君に逢いに行くよ

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

これでおしまいさ



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{/Of Minecraft and square udders

Tuesday, October 19, 2010 ( 9:48 AM )

Minecraft! (terribly happy face)

Haha I've discovered Minecraft, which is (as my dad says after having seen my map several times cuz I wanted to show off my house) something resembling version one of Warcraft. Which means pixels, basically. And large, blockular (which is totally a word, by the way) animals, zombies, exploding green penises, characters; along with an ample serving of 2D material icons (eg coal, diamonds seeds etc). This also means it kicks ass! :D The awesome gameplay makes up for the graphics, and the software is always being updated (Super Secret Update Fridays) by Notch. The system gets new toys added for us players, such as more uses for things that currently have no use other than existing.

Ego time. I wanna show off my house! (Don't judge me, dammit! I like my house..) Click the images for bigger ones. You know you want to. :D


I don't know why, but this pig really likes to rape my house. =_=


Apparently these paintings are designed first in large scale by an artist and then scaled down to fit Minecraft specs. I saw the full size ones and they're pretty awesome. 8D


Crop room. I'm pretty proud of the glass level. :D


You can milk these things -.- Don't ask me if the udders end up squished into other shapes or anything, I haven't tried yet wtf. Don't think they do thou. I will milk these babies when Milk has an actual usage in Minecraft other than just existing and taking up inventory space maybe? And make a milk-filled room.. *O*


HEEHEEHEE 'nuff said. Nekked sheep!

So anyways, due to the sheer addictiveness of this game, I have ended up falling asleep on buses home and missing my stop, as well as getting some bad neckaches. (Darn!) Hence, I have decided to /try/ a Minecraft detox. Which I know will never work, but will try anyway. Points for effort, anyone?

Meh I haven't been able to get a screenshot of the monsters, but I'll post some from the Minecraft wiki just so I can point out that the Creepers (below) really do look like penises. BEHOLD THE CARNAGE:


EXPLODING JUMPING GREEN PENISES! :O These things explode when near the player. They tend to kill. (I really have nothing more to say about these things than that they are annoying and look like male genitalia. >_<)

Okay enough Minecraft for today (sadface). I'm getting exam results back in about 8 hours ('tis currrently 12.45am in the morning, and I am too stressed to sleep) and it's absolutely terrifying because a number of my seniors have been held back, and I really don't want to end up with my grades slipping. Furthermore I get money from the government to do well, so I may as well do so. (2.4k leh!)

Grh. (stressedface) I am going to go sleep now. Night~