welcome

浮かんだんだ 昨日の朝 早くに
割れたグラス かき集めるような

これは一体なんだろう 切った指からしたたる滴
僕らはこんなことしたかったのかな

分かってたよ 心の奥底では 最も辛い 選択がベスト
それを拒む自己愛と 結果自家撞着(どうちゃく)の繰り返し
僕はいつになれば言えるのかな

緩やかに朽ちてゆくこの世界で 足掻(あが)く僕の唯一の活路
色褪せた君の 微笑み刻んで 栓(せん)を抜いた

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを重ねてた偶然 暗転 断線 儚く千々(ちぢ)に
所詮こんなものさ 呟いた 枯れた頬に伝う誰かの涙


気づいたんだ 昨日の 凪いだ夜に
落ちた花弁 拾い上げたとして

また咲き戻ることはない そう手の平の上の小さな死
僕らの時間は止まったまま

思い出すよ 初めて会った季節を 君の優しく微笑む顔を
今を過去に押しやって 二人傷つく限り傷ついた
僕らの心は棘(とげ)だらけだ

重苦しく続くこの関係で 悲しい程 変わらない心
愛してるのに 離れがたいのに 僕が言わなきゃ

心に土砂降りの雨が 呆然(ぼうぜん) 竦然(しょうぜん) 視界も煙る
覚悟してた筈(はず)の その痛み それでも貫かれるこの体
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

一度だけ 一度だけ 願いが叶うのならば
何度でも生まれ変わって あの日の君に逢いに行くよ

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

これでおしまいさ



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{/Last day of lessons

Friday, October 1, 2010 ( 4:05 AM )

Today is Friday.

Of course you knew that.

Today is also the last day of official lessons with my lovely Year 2 class. The whole finality of it just hit me in the face, and led me to think a little about the times I've shared the past two years with them. Yes, we've had our disputes, struggles, conflicts etc. But we've also had wonderful moments in which we laughed, joked around, and enjoyed our head off. (Peier's 16th at ECP anyone? LOL)

Now don't get me wrong here. I know that cuz we're the supposed best class, most of us will not stream out. However, the fact remains that some of us might, and although I say a lot of things about them, I still am grateful that I got a chance to know them. They've made my day several times with their nonstop joker-ness; pranked me quite badly too (but perhaps that's cuz I'm too gullible..? XD) ; made me question certain beliefs that I've held to myself up till now. They have challenged me and helped me grow along the way. Which is very awesome. :D

One of us is leaving for at least two years; migrating to Delhi. All the best, my dear! We'll miss you (to small pieces!) , and we'll /try/ to Facebook you as much as possible so that you know what's going on here in Singapore. Hope you have a blast out there, make new friends, learn more about yourself and smile loads. (Which we know you won't have an issue doing, you're such a smiley person as it is~)

I will stop the terribly thoughtful writing now. Gotta study. @_@