welcome

浮かんだんだ 昨日の朝 早くに
割れたグラス かき集めるような

これは一体なんだろう 切った指からしたたる滴
僕らはこんなことしたかったのかな

分かってたよ 心の奥底では 最も辛い 選択がベスト
それを拒む自己愛と 結果自家撞着(どうちゃく)の繰り返し
僕はいつになれば言えるのかな

緩やかに朽ちてゆくこの世界で 足掻(あが)く僕の唯一の活路
色褪せた君の 微笑み刻んで 栓(せん)を抜いた

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを重ねてた偶然 暗転 断線 儚く千々(ちぢ)に
所詮こんなものさ 呟いた 枯れた頬に伝う誰かの涙


気づいたんだ 昨日の 凪いだ夜に
落ちた花弁 拾い上げたとして

また咲き戻ることはない そう手の平の上の小さな死
僕らの時間は止まったまま

思い出すよ 初めて会った季節を 君の優しく微笑む顔を
今を過去に押しやって 二人傷つく限り傷ついた
僕らの心は棘(とげ)だらけだ

重苦しく続くこの関係で 悲しい程 変わらない心
愛してるのに 離れがたいのに 僕が言わなきゃ

心に土砂降りの雨が 呆然(ぼうぜん) 竦然(しょうぜん) 視界も煙る
覚悟してた筈(はず)の その痛み それでも貫かれるこの体
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

一度だけ 一度だけ 願いが叶うのならば
何度でも生まれ変わって あの日の君に逢いに行くよ

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

これでおしまいさ



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{/Oh, little did she know/Couldn't let me go

Monday, April 12, 2010 ( 6:04 AM )

Woooops. Ohohohoho.

Manymanymany apologies for the hiatus! I've been up to my neck with stuff. YES STUFF.

I... left the band, have been posting more covers with Megan on iLike, have decided that I'm permanently sleepy and shit like that. Well, isn't it? It's normal stuff, just at triple speed hence burying me to my shoulders in work-sand. D:<  Says quite a bit, doesn't it. (facepalm)

So anyway. Recently I was trying to figure out why I was always perpetually sleepy, and ended up getting a plucking truckload of answers, like: I dream too much, I sleep to late, I'm not getting any REM sleep, I'm getting too much REM sleep, etc. I got so fed up with the contradicting answers, I ended up going to Wiki to search stuff, which was even MORE unhelpful. RAAAHHH. FORGET IT! I'm probably always gonna be sleepy! ):

Cosplay time. Have any of you cosplayed recently? (Apart from Celine, coz I'm still editing your pic to make it look more natural and more correct in relation to the refpic. SORRY TT_TT) The whole Alice in Steampunkland thing is going along quite ok, but I have to start saving more for the June splurge on fabrics and shizz like that. (sadface) But as difficult as it seems... I have a feeling it's gonna be great! :DDD

FOB. My god. I love Fall Out Boy. Their songs are so terribly addictive, and the lyrics are genius! Plus they're easy to sing coz I can just about hit Patrick Stump's range if I try. Meh I've discovered that I have a thing for funky videos - like FOB, Lady Gaga, Paramore and Panic! At the Disco. Speaking of which, it's so depressing that Panic! disbanded, dammit! D:<  The fact that they can disband due to 'creative differences' really means nothing other than the fact that they had a hissy fit which they wouldn't resolve among themselves. Pah. I mean, there goes about 25% of the music I listen to as of now. They came up with the awesomeness that is Pas de Cheval! And they can't keep the band together! It's really really really depressing! (depressedface)

Ah well. I shall pay tribute to their awesomeness with YY and intoxicate myself with Pretty. Odd. (which we bought off Dennis) and A Fever You Can't Sweat Out if I can find it. ALONG WITH MOAR FOB.

(Say: Faaaaawb. Faaaaawb. FAWB! :3)