welcome

浮かんだんだ 昨日の朝 早くに
割れたグラス かき集めるような

これは一体なんだろう 切った指からしたたる滴
僕らはこんなことしたかったのかな

分かってたよ 心の奥底では 最も辛い 選択がベスト
それを拒む自己愛と 結果自家撞着(どうちゃく)の繰り返し
僕はいつになれば言えるのかな

緩やかに朽ちてゆくこの世界で 足掻(あが)く僕の唯一の活路
色褪せた君の 微笑み刻んで 栓(せん)を抜いた

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを重ねてた偶然 暗転 断線 儚く千々(ちぢ)に
所詮こんなものさ 呟いた 枯れた頬に伝う誰かの涙


気づいたんだ 昨日の 凪いだ夜に
落ちた花弁 拾い上げたとして

また咲き戻ることはない そう手の平の上の小さな死
僕らの時間は止まったまま

思い出すよ 初めて会った季節を 君の優しく微笑む顔を
今を過去に押しやって 二人傷つく限り傷ついた
僕らの心は棘(とげ)だらけだ

重苦しく続くこの関係で 悲しい程 変わらない心
愛してるのに 離れがたいのに 僕が言わなきゃ

心に土砂降りの雨が 呆然(ぼうぜん) 竦然(しょうぜん) 視界も煙る
覚悟してた筈(はず)の その痛み それでも貫かれるこの体
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

一度だけ 一度だけ 願いが叶うのならば
何度でも生まれ変わって あの日の君に逢いに行くよ

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

これでおしまいさ



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{/Throw atomic bomb go BOOMZ! Take out your sword go...

Sunday, January 31, 2010 ( 4:58 AM )

.....SHINGZ!

I am incrediblyhighnow
soI'mgonnakeeptypinglikethiscositliketotallyjustifiesmyincrediblyhighness
Anyways anyanyways jamming is awesome. Period. End. Uhh. Yeah. I will let the evidence speak for itself yes? Maybe I might let the video speak for itself hmm. http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1191925645336

Down to business.

There's a SHOW coming up! It's The Rain Fell Like Pearls The Night I Died on 12 - 13th March at 8pm, UCC. Tickets are $5 each and... wait for it.... OK ANYONE WANNA COME WITH ME HMM? It's by Mark Chan (dunno if you know him or not, but that's besides the point). But yes, if you do lemme know by end of Feb ok.

{/Possibly!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 ( 4:36 AM )

Chaice:
HAHAHAHAHA Dione: 45 MINS TO GO HAHAHAHAHA

Dione:
YEAH!!!!!

Chaice:
well, on the offside if the two of you decided to commit to a loli-bl-ish  LD relationship,

Dione:
... HURRY TIME, HURRY!
WHAT?!

Chaice:
you can be like xiaxue with the exploding phone bill.
8D

Dione:
eh, go msn.
fb chat sucks

Chaice:
can't man
i at megan's hse

Dione:
mann

Chaice:
btw, i'm blogging that
8DDD AHAHHAHAHA

Dione:
what.

Chaice:
yea
8D

Dione:
what lah

Chaice:
oh the loli-bl esque relationship.

Dione:
... ME?!

Chaice:
yea
dude, did you not read what i typed?!

Dione:
... i'm slow lah

Chaice:
CHEY
BUT YEAH

Dione:
LOL IS IT EVEN TRUE THAT HE HAS A LOLI CON?

Chaice:
POSSIBLY WHAT
YOUR SIS HAS A POINT YOU KNOW

Dione:
POSSIBLY.

Chaice:
YEAH

Dione:
huh why

Chaice:
she thinks he's some sort of perv cos he spends 'alot of time' around small female children like us..?

Dione:
...
OH. LIKE SMSING YOU.

Chaice:
hey i quote ok.
WHAT!?!?!
HUH
RLY MEH

Dione:
YEA!

Chaice:
HUH!!
THEN YOU ALSO WHAT
CALLING PEOPLE OVERSEAS HMMM
XDDD

Dione:
LOL!!!!

Chaice:
YEA WHAT

Dione:
I WAS BORED AND SUPER HYPER CAN!

Chaice:
HAHAHAHA
YEA RIGHT
IF LIDDAT THEN I WAS BORED ALSO LOR

Dione:
ok...

{/NUU YAAAH REHSHOLUSHUNS

Friday, January 1, 2010 ( 10:31 AM )

New year resolutions. Yeah. Let's get this over and done with. I have tuition later in the morning. :DDD


1) Earn money for AFA/EOY Alice in Steampunkland cosplay.

2) Raise my overall percentage to 85% = study for tests

3) Grow taller! (Why is this not at the top of the list wtf. Ohright. Cos a tall rabbit would be somewhat problematic sadface)

4) Stop overshooting my free smses. That's right. I'm totally indirectly telling you that calling me is a better option compared to holding long sms convos cos I'd like to see my mother's WTF face when she sees that for once I have not exceeded 500 smses. :D For once.

5) Get new mp3 player.

6) Awesome up my guitar playing~ (Remember to find the guitar tab for Use Somebody gah.)

7) Drink less red wine and more chardonnay cos I can.

8) Eat more cherry tomatoes nomnomnomnom

9) Not lose my sketchbook. (again)

10) Stop staying up so late, sleep earlier and waking up when the alarm rings the first 4 times instead of 26.


Actually this seems pretty productive. Of course, there's also the triple murder that I plan to commit this year too. Hmm.