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浮かんだんだ 昨日の朝 早くに
割れたグラス かき集めるような

これは一体なんだろう 切った指からしたたる滴
僕らはこんなことしたかったのかな

分かってたよ 心の奥底では 最も辛い 選択がベスト
それを拒む自己愛と 結果自家撞着(どうちゃく)の繰り返し
僕はいつになれば言えるのかな

緩やかに朽ちてゆくこの世界で 足掻(あが)く僕の唯一の活路
色褪せた君の 微笑み刻んで 栓(せん)を抜いた

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを重ねてた偶然 暗転 断線 儚く千々(ちぢ)に
所詮こんなものさ 呟いた 枯れた頬に伝う誰かの涙


気づいたんだ 昨日の 凪いだ夜に
落ちた花弁 拾い上げたとして

また咲き戻ることはない そう手の平の上の小さな死
僕らの時間は止まったまま

思い出すよ 初めて会った季節を 君の優しく微笑む顔を
今を過去に押しやって 二人傷つく限り傷ついた
僕らの心は棘(とげ)だらけだ

重苦しく続くこの関係で 悲しい程 変わらない心
愛してるのに 離れがたいのに 僕が言わなきゃ

心に土砂降りの雨が 呆然(ぼうぜん) 竦然(しょうぜん) 視界も煙る
覚悟してた筈(はず)の その痛み それでも貫かれるこの体
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

一度だけ 一度だけ 願いが叶うのならば
何度でも生まれ変わって あの日の君に逢いに行くよ

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

これでおしまいさ



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{/Chem camp was weird. *shwooooooop* (POP!)

Sunday, December 13, 2009 ( 9:18 AM )

Blue Wind by YUI is a very nice song. It has very nice chords. Unless, like me, you were stupid enough to practise that song after playing freaking Your Love is A Lie by Simple Plan, which has (to be honest) far too many barre chords in repetition for the average guitar player's thumb to handle. So now I have to wear stupid plasters on my thumb whenever I play. (unhappyface) I could srsly put those to better use if they weren't adhered to my thumb!! Like holding someone hostage for money or privileges or smth. (sadface)

Ohwell. Life kinda sucks that way. (sadface)

OKOK. I kind of need to get this down somewhere so I can (1) laugh and (2) stop complaining to Dione. CHEM CAMP WAS WEIRDDDDDDD. Cos liek yeah. Sigh. I mean like, when you're pouring acid into a burette to titrate solutions, and the random 2 guys from UWC sitting across you do this:

Fags: So what's your name?
Me: Uh. Chaice. (disturbedface)
--silence for a while as experiments go on--
Fags: So, Chaice! (paedoface) Do you date? (suggestive grin)
Me: (speechless)
Fags: What, you don't date?? (suggestive grin x2)
Me: .....(speechless)... You.. Pimps...
Fags: So you date? (suggestive grin x100)

Let's just all keep in mind that they're the same age as us plz. And then when I was queueing to get my coin dissolved, they just HAPPENED to be right in front of me. I wonder why. (facepalm) Then PAO they go AGAIN and they just happen to decide that that was the right time to tell me about this girl in their grade who got into trouble even though she didn't do it. (EPICFACEPALM) And as if it wasn't bad enough, the dipshits decided to go annoy me the next day even when I had *finally* found a fumehoood halfway across the lab from them. Bullshit. I am in a very bad mood by now. So I got fed up and told them that they way they tried to pick people up was pretty pathetic.


It was like being around 2 Romits in the same place ok. 'Nuff said. That sentence speaks for itself, man. (Someone should have out me out of misery and shot me right there and then, but whatever. I survived and that thar is a good thing. 8D)


Anyw has anyone finished ARC hw yet? I HAVEN'T DONE YET BAW. (stressedface)  ;___; My sadness is indescribable.