welcome

浮かんだんだ 昨日の朝 早くに
割れたグラス かき集めるような

これは一体なんだろう 切った指からしたたる滴
僕らはこんなことしたかったのかな

分かってたよ 心の奥底では 最も辛い 選択がベスト
それを拒む自己愛と 結果自家撞着(どうちゃく)の繰り返し
僕はいつになれば言えるのかな

緩やかに朽ちてゆくこの世界で 足掻(あが)く僕の唯一の活路
色褪せた君の 微笑み刻んで 栓(せん)を抜いた

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを重ねてた偶然 暗転 断線 儚く千々(ちぢ)に
所詮こんなものさ 呟いた 枯れた頬に伝う誰かの涙


気づいたんだ 昨日の 凪いだ夜に
落ちた花弁 拾い上げたとして

また咲き戻ることはない そう手の平の上の小さな死
僕らの時間は止まったまま

思い出すよ 初めて会った季節を 君の優しく微笑む顔を
今を過去に押しやって 二人傷つく限り傷ついた
僕らの心は棘(とげ)だらけだ

重苦しく続くこの関係で 悲しい程 変わらない心
愛してるのに 離れがたいのに 僕が言わなきゃ

心に土砂降りの雨が 呆然(ぼうぜん) 竦然(しょうぜん) 視界も煙る
覚悟してた筈(はず)の その痛み それでも貫かれるこの体
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

一度だけ 一度だけ 願いが叶うのならば
何度でも生まれ変わって あの日の君に逢いに行くよ

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど
ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻(ほころ)び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

これでおしまいさ



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{/Stupid guitar strings.

Thursday, November 12, 2009 ( 3:41 AM )

BAW STUPID GUITAR STRINGS I PAO U WITH MAH LAYSHUR! (HUH!!!)

My guitar e string (the thinnest one) snapped yesterday when I was trying out a new tuning for Thunder and turned the tuning key the wrong way. So today on the way to Megan's house, I bought a new set and attempted restringing at her house. THE e STRING SNAPPED AGAIN. AND WHIPPED MY LEFT HAND ON THE SAME SPOT WHERE I GOT WHIPPED LAST NIGHT. Bullshit.

So I clipped it off with pliers and stupidly went to go and try to get the knot (we were attempting different ways of tightening the string while tuning) out with my finger. It drew blood. I feel stupid. (And sometimes I wonder why, you know..)

And for the record, I'm 'broke' until after the AFA. I spent $7.50 on those strings. And since they snapped and I restrung them wrongly I figure I should go to the shop and ask them to do it for me tomorrow. I just checked the website. THEY CHARGE. Wtf. *wallet bleeds* Should have figured, ne. (Click on the image below to see it clearly)



Plus, the sore throat still hasn't let up. 8C Becca found out and immediately proclaimed it to be a throat ulcer. Geez. When I die, Bec, you're not getting my money.

Speaking of Becca, we were at said Megan's house today doing a cover for Little Wonders by Rob Thomas. When Megan and I were recording and finished (more or less), we opened the door to a halfwit-faced Becca holding up her index finger, which had a fake thumb that lit up on it.
(Paraphrasing ok.)
Becca: (deadpanned face) Hey it actually sounded ok even with the wrong timing.
Chaice: O____O (registers for a while..)
*fake thumb lights up*
Why, what a manly index finger you have, Becca!

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